04 January 2021

MJs Hogwarts Journal Chapter 26


Saturday 16th November
Today was pretty exciting. It was the day of the second Quidditch match. This one was between Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw, so it wasn’t competitive for us Slytherin’s at all. I think it almost made it more enjoyable, because everyone wasn’t all het up over who would win – well in Slytherin that it. Sitting at the breakfast table no one could really seem to agree on who they wanted to win. “Hufflepuff,” Blaise argued. “They’re less of a threat to us if they win.”
“Yeah, but they’re rubbish,” Crabbe argued. “At least Ravenclaw can play.”
“But have you seen Hufflepuff’s new Beater? He’s huge!” Trevor exclaimed. “Bigger than Warrington.”
There was more friendly discussion for this game. I guess no one really knew who they wanted to win. If Hufflepuff won, it seemed like we would be in for an easy chance of winning the Quidditch Cup at the end of the year, but if Ravenclaw won the outcome would be more challenging. Secretly I was rooting for Ravenclaw. If my team couldn’t win, then I hoped that Josie’s could – even though she still didn’t seem fazed by the whole thing.
Like last time, Jed and I managed to find Josie before the game and get her to join us. I hate the idea of her sitting in the crowd by herself. “But I was going to the library,” Josie sighed when we found her. Looping her bag over her arm, Josie was just about to leave the Ravenclaw table.
“The library?” Jed exclaimed. “But it’s your house’s first game.”
“So?” she said back.
“Aren’t you even a tiny bit excited?” I asked her.
“For Quidditch, no. For trying to find out more about the key, yes,” she replied flatly.
“Don’t worry,” I told her, “We can look up the key later.”
“But it’s cold outside,” she complained with a pout. Staring at her, I watched as she hugged her jacket around herself. Was it just me or did she look even tinier when she did that?
“You’ll be fine,” Jed told her. “Now come on or we’ll be late.” Josie sighed. I linked arms with her and the three of us walked towards the Quidditch pitch.
On our way outside, Josie tugged constantly at the sleeves of her turquoise and black striped jumper and the cuffs of her coat. I thought twice about asking her if she was okay, but I knew if I did, she’d probably just think up some excuse to wander off back inside. Arriving at the stands, the group of us First-Years all got to bundle together. Trevor and Blaise sat to the side of Jed, whilst me and Josie squeezed in on the end of the row. Scarlett, Pansy and Priscilla were behind us with our house Prefects, Ivy and Vlad, beside them, whilst Goyle, Blondie and Crabbe sat in front. Having all of my friends around me made me feel even more excited for the Quidditch game.
Whilst waiting for the Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw teams to walk out onto the pitch, I looked around at the stands. The atmosphere was completely different this time, compared to my last experience here. Apart from the obvious Hufflepuff routing for their team and Ravenclaw theirs, both Gryffindor and Slytherin seemed to be divided. Both houses had people cheering for either side, so that neither the Hufflepuff nor the Ravenclaw cheers seems to ring out louder than the other. Everyone was smiling, cheering and waving at one another from across the stands. The strain and pressure to win was gone. Maybe Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw just aren’t as competitive as Slytherin are. The streamers had changed colour too, to match the houses that were playing. They were yellow, black, blue and a browny-bronzey colour.
As Madam Hooch blew her whistle, Lee Jordan shouted, “And they’re off!” I could hear Pansy and Scarlett giggling behind us. Turning around I smiled at them. I love how those two are always so full of energy. Yes, they are probably giggling about boys, but at least they are always smiling. That made me realise something. All of the other teams, except ours, have at least one girl on their team. Gryffindor had three – all of their Chasers. One of Hufflepuff’s Chasers was a girl too. Ravenclaw had two girls on their team – one was the Keeper and the other Seeker. It got me thinking about our team. Why aren’t there any girl players? As Hufflepuff’s Keeper saved the Quaffle, I decided to ask Jed.
“Simple,” he shrugged. “Slytherin go for the fearsome, thug-like approach. It’s worked for years, so they don’t change it.”
“You mean they don’t let girls play at all?” I exclaimed.
“That is a little unfair,” Pansy piped up.
Hearing this, Blondie turned around and said to her, “Well we wouldn’t want that pretty little face of yours t’ get wacked with a Bludger now, would we?”
Fidgeting beside me, Josie tugged at the pleats of her skirt. “I’m going,” she announced, standing up.
“You can’t go yet!” Goyle exclaimed, turning around to face her. Blondie and Crabbe turned around too. Josie flinched. I admit, I was surprised – Gregory Goyle actually spoke to her and he told her not to leave. Was I missing something here? “Malfoy’s got us cheerin’ fer Ravenclaw,” he told her. Looking at Blondie I couldn’t help but smirk. I would have thought that he of all people would be routing for Hufflepuff, being as everyone kept saying that Slytherin would slaughter them when they played one another and easily be the overall champions.
“It’ll make it look like we offended ya if yer left,” added Crabbe.
“You are?” Josie asked Blondie, ignoring Crabbe’s comment. She dropped back into her seat, waiting for him to answer.
“Well if we don’t win, we don’t want Gryffindor to get the cup. Might as well go t’ the next best team,” he said with a shrug. Curling a piece of hair behind her ear, Josie dropped her bag back between her feet.
“Alright,” she muttered. “I’ll stay for a bit,” and leant a little closer towards me.
“And Hufflepuff’s score again!” announced Lee Jordan. A mixture of cheers and boos filled the air. I think that’s thirty points to Hufflepuff now and Ravenclaw haven’t scored one. I don’t understand why everyone says that they are so rubbish. They hadn’t done that bad. Spotting a group of Slytherins cheering a little below us, Trevor thought it would be a good idea to chuck a bunch of stink pellets towards them. In retaliation, the group (which turned out to be made up of the Slytherin Beaters and a bunch of Sixth-Years) cast some sort of explosion spell in our direction. It didn’t really do anything, other than cause a big bang and black glitter shimmered everywhere. The bang made Madam Hooch halt the match. Our house fell silent, whilst everyone else gasped and began trying to figure out what the explosion was. It wasn’t hard for Professor Snape to figure out what had occurred. Mounted on a broomstick, he darted towards the Slytherin stands faster than you could say Quidditch. Red faced, he yelled at us all at the top of his voice, for the stupid and dangerous behaviour. “Never in all my years has a game had to be stopped,” he raged. “You are an embarrassment and a disgrace – the lot of you.” Josie clawed her hands into my arm throughout Snape’s entire rant. Despite being mad at us, Snape didn’t dock us any points. He wouldn’t dare. He loves us Slytherin’s too much. It was terrifying though.
Having been yelled at by our Head-of-House, Madam Hooch agreed to allow the game to continue. Both teams seemed to carry on as though nothing had happened. Ravenclaw stole the Quaffle from Hufflepuff several times and almost scored, but the Hufflepuff Keeper was always one step ahead of them.
“Hey Josie-Bell,” I heard a voice say. Turning towards Josie, I noticed that Fabian had appeared at her side. “Derrick spotted you through Malachi’s binoculars and I thought I’d come over. You don’t wanna stay here.” He held a hand out towards her.
“We’re not all prejudice, like you ya know,” Ivy sneered at him. “We don’t care that she’s a Ravenclaw,” she snapped at Fabian. Turning to Ivy I must say I was surprised by her comment. I’m pretty sure she did care that Josie was there and she was prejudice against the other houses. I think Ivy was just looking to start a fight with an outsider.
“An’ I don’t care that you’re Slytherin,” Fabian said back. “I just didn’t want Josie to be uncomfortable amongst your bunch of mindless Thestrals. That stupid stunt coulda winded her up in the Hospital Wing.”
“Hey,” yelled Blondie, turning around to Fabian. “Who you calling a mindless Thestral?” Jumping up, Blondie squared up to him. Fabian snorted, shaking his head.
“I wasn’t the one stupid enough to interrupt the Quidditch game,” Fabian retorted. “We behaved for your team. Try to show a little respect, Malfoy.”
Josie sank down in her seat and leaned against me. I put my arm around her. She rested her head on my shoulder as the two boys squared up to one another. Staring at the two, I swallowed. I knew that houses were competitive and that a lot of people held grudges against Slytherin, but I never thought that Fabian would be one to get involved. He’s always been so nice when I’ve been around him before – so calm and cool about me and Josie being friends. I never imagined him being in a fight over house reputation. Especially not wasting his time on Blondie.
“Malfoy’s right,” added Ivy. Standing up, she clambered over Blaise and Trevor to our row. Jed kept his legs outstretched in front of him to prevent her from getting closer to Fabian – good one Jed! “Don’t ya think we’re good enough fer yer little friend?” Ivy jeered. “What’s the matter? Scared we’ll turn her into the dark side?” As she cackled, Vlad let out a deep bellow.
“Don’t listen to her,” Fabian snarled at Josie. “Her words are poison.”
“Are you insultin’ my gal?” roared Vlad. He too stood up.
“No – I’m insulting the inhuman nature of your house’s behaviour. In other words – you act like a bunch of wild hippogriffs. The lot of you,” Fabian raged pointing a finger at Vlad. Turning to Josie his expression softened as he held a hand out towards her. “Come on Josie. Let’s go somewhere quiet.” Holding her hand out towards him, Josie sniffed as Fabian pulled her towards him. Without saying a word, Josie clung to Fabian’s arm and followed him up and out of the Slytherin stands.
“A bunch of wild hippogriffs?” retorted Malfoy, once they were far enough away to not be able to hear him. “My father will hear about this!” he shouted after them.
It’s a shame Josie had to leave. Not long after she and Fabian disappeared, the Ravenclaw Seeker managed to catch the Golden Snitch and Ravenclaw won one-hundred-and-fifty to forty. I was a little disappointed that I didn’t get to see the whole match – thanks to the argument. I had wanted to document all that I could remember from all of the Quidditch matches in here, but I’m more upset about Josie disappearing.
“Don’t worry,” Jed said to me, as we sat in the Great Hall at dinner. Josie sat with Fabian and his friends at the farthest point from us with her back to the Slytherin table. Staring over at her I sighed. “She’ll come around.”
“What if she hates me?” I muttered back. I didn’t want to lose Josie as a friend over some stupid argument that I wasn’t even a part of.
“Course she doesn’t,” Jed replied, nudging me. “You’re her best friend.”
Why did Ivy have to get Fabian mad? Why did he even have to get involved? Why shout at Malfoy? What was the point? I’m glad I had Jed there beside me. The one thing I knew I could count on was that he’d never leave my side. His head of curls and his constant cocky grin would always cause me to smile. He was just there. He always was. But Josie… I do get worried sometimes. Sometimes we don’t see her for days at a time. Then when we do, sometimes she’s so quiet it’s like we have to get to know her all over again. I can’t just let it slide. Jed maybe my best friend, but Josie is too. She understands things that Jed will never know about. She knows all of the ordinary Muggle stuff that I like – like watching TV and listening to the radio, movies, paintings that don’t move, electricity, heating, but most of all, I’ve found a girl that loves Peter Pan and children’s stories just as much as I do. I can’t just let her walk out of my life like that. I won’t.
Clenching my fists, I stared down at my mashed potatoes. Jabbing them with my fork, I felt someone bounce down in the space to my left. “Don’t get upset,” said Priscilla as she squished up beside me. “You know us Slytherins stick together.” Looking up at her I smiled. Out of my three roommates, Priscilla was always the one who tried to sympathise with me the most. I have a feeling it’s because she’s only a half-blooded witch that she understands me a little more than the other two. “Maybe your friendship with her was never meant to be,” she said catching me gaze over at Josie. “After all, it’s not like you’ve got a lot in common. I mean your fun and cool and know how to have a laugh, but she’s just a bookworm.” Pansy and Scarlet spotted that Priscilla had moved and sat down beside her.
“Who’re we talking about?” asked Scarlett.
“Bookworm?” Pansy repeated. “Sounds like the ginger lump.” I threw Pansy the deepest scowl I could muster. ‘The ginger lump?’ What was she playing at? “Don’t waste your time with that one, MJ. She belongs with her own kind.” My eyes shot down to my plate, before I tried to force a smile at Pansy. No matter how much I love being in Slytherin and I love being around Priscilla, Pansy and Scarlett, I will never be like them. I promise, I won’t.

- Josie -

28 December 2020

MJs Hogwarts Journal Chapter 25


Thursday 14th November
I have no idea how this is going to get me to pass Defence Against the Dark Arts? It’s a shame because Professor Quirrell was doing so well on Hallowe’en, but now he’s just a stuttering mess. This morning, in class, Professor Quirrell started snivelling about some Curse of the Bogies. Apparently, it’s a curse that blocks your opponent’s nose with bogies so that they can’t breathe. Okay, it would be pretty funny to try on people. I have a few in mind that might deserve it. I won’t write any names down right now, because I’m writing at the table in the Great Hall and someone might see. The actual spell was Mucus ad Nauseam. I think it’s pretty much pronounced as it’s written – mucus-add-nausea-ee-am.
Oh goodness, I’ve completely lost my trail of thought. Malfoy of all people dropped himself down next to me and started a conversation. “Say, MJ,” he said with that arrogant smirk. “You wouldn’t happen to be able to help me out, would you?”
“Sure,” I said with a shrug and a smile. What on Earth could Blondie want with me? Surely there are others? Oh well, maybe he actually considers me as a friend now. Perhaps I was wrong to picture him in a negative light before. Now that we’re all in Slytherin, we’re like family. And I must admit, he hasn’t exactly been a jerk towards me.
“What’s up?” I asked tilting my head in his direction.
“Crabbe and Goyle aren’t any help, so I was hoping I could pick your brains,” he said and took a glance at my book. “What cha writing?”
“Stuff,” I said with a shrug. I placed the quill inside the page and closed my book. “So,” I said as I turned to face him. “Why’d you need my brain?”
“Yeah…” he said as he folded his arms on the table and leaned forwards. “So…” He pinched his lips in as he took a gaze across the room. Bringing his sight back to me he asked, “Unique or traditional?”
“Unique or traditional what?” I asked with a shrug. Am I supposed to be a mind reader now too? He pinched his lips in again and shrugged.
“I dunno?” he said in a strange wandering tone. “Anything. Everything. That’ s why I’m asking.” He did that gaze around the room again. Okay, so he was up to something. Did traditional refer to pure-bloods and unique refer to everyone else? Unique was a very positive word to pick if that’s what he meant.
‘Oww, think Mel, think,’ I told myself as I watched him. It was hard to see what exactly Malfoy was looking at. His bluey-grey eyes darted about from left to right too frequently for me to lock on a target. ‘Maybe the eye thing’s to throw you off,’ I realised. Giving a deep sigh I shrugged. Blondie’s eyes shot straight back to mine. “I guess…” I told him trying to pick my words carefully. “That tradition is good,” I answered. “So longs as it’s following something for a positive reason, tradition’s fine.” His eyes dropped to the table as he smirked, but it wasn’t the huge cocky grin that he usually sports. As his shoulders drooped, he looked a little dejected. Maybe I’d just ruined his plan?
“I do like a little uniqueness though,” I added. ‘Why did you say that?’ I screamed to myself. I’d already given him what he wanted – or should I say, what he didn’t want to hear. I guess part of me just wanted to see his reaction to both. My stomach tingled as his eyes met mine.
“But if you had to choose, one or the other?”
“Can’t I have a little of both?” I said with a bit of a nervous laugh and a shrug. Pinching his lips in again Blondie shook his head.
“Afraid not,” he replied with a raise of his eyebrows. “Imagine you’re baking a dessert. You really want the chocolate cake, but everyone’s expecting you to bake a sponge cake. Which do you pick?” Thinking about it for a second a smile broke out across my face.
“I’d bake a little of both,” I replied. He gave me a sigh and prodding his elbow up onto the edge of the table, he dropped his head into his hand.
“Okay,” he muttered. “Bad example.” I wasn’t trying to be difficult; I just didn’t see why picking a specific one would matter so much.
Malfoy’s eyes danced around the room while he hummed – seemingly deep in thought. Straightening his back, Blondie looked at me once more. “I’ve got it this time. Fool proof,” he said with a nod. “You need to buy a dress.” I pressed a hand to my mouth as I started to giggle. “What?” he exclaimed, as his cheeks became pink. “It’s just an example for you – not me. So, you need to buy a dress,” he went on. “Your parents want you to buy a traditional one – something like what your grandmother wears. Your friends want you to buy something that’s hip and trendy. But you keep going back to something that’s more unusual – let’s say somewhat fashionable, but not in a trendy way; it’s not what everyone else is wearing, but you really like it. You know that no one will really approve of your choice, so which do you pick?”
I must admit, I was really intrigued. Was Blondie actually asking me for fashion advice? Shouldn’t that best be left to Pansy, Scarlett and Priscilla – that’s more their expertise that mine. And what was with the, ‘Somewhat fashionable, but not in a trendy way,’ line? Was he really that deep into fashion? I know he said that it was hypothetical, but the detail… He was playing mind games with me – he had to be.
He stared at me long and hard. What was he waiting for? What answer was I supposed to give? It had to run deeper than clothes, because I was completely lost – I still am even now. I wriggled my shoulders a little to try and shimmy myself around a bit and out from his direct stare. Glancing up at the rest of the room a head of copper hair bounced into view. A smile crept onto my face as I spotted Josie. Just then, I realised exactly how to answer Blondie’s question. I spun myself back around and said, “It shouldn’t matter what anyone else thinks. If you parents want you to decide on something you hate and you’re not that keen on what your friends like either, you should ignore them all and do what’s right in here,” and poked him right where his heart is. His cheeks turned a little pink and he began ruffling up his hair. “I guess I would have been stuck on that one too,” I confessed. “But I’ve learnt from a pretty cool Ravenclaw that being yourself is the best thing you can possibly do,” as I said this I turned to the place where I had last seen Josie and smiled.
My smile grew even bigger when I realised that she was standing at the other side of the table from me. She waved, seemingly oblivious to anything that I had just said. “Are you okay?” I asked her, seeing how she never appears at the Slytherin table.
“Yeah,” she replied with a nod. “I was just wondering if you wanted to walk to Herbology together.” She smiled at me, before looking over at Blondie. “But if you’re busy with Draco…” Gripping her right elbow with her left hand she gazed down at the table. “I can meet you in class.”
“No,” I blurted out. I didn’t want Josie to think that she couldn’t be around me if I was with any Slytherins other than Jed. “The three of us can go together, if you like?” I suggested.
“Nah, thanks,” said Blondie as he got up from the table and patted me on the back. “I’ll catch up with Crabbe ‘nd Goyle. Thanks MJ.” He looked up at Josie and gave her a smile as he slid his hands into his pockets, before walking towards the boys further down the table.
Looking back at Josie, I noticed that her blushing cheeks had turned a deep pink. “You alright?” I asked her, as I fumbled under the table for my bag. Josie nodded before glancing over at Blondie and the boys.
“He’s never smiled at me like that before,” Josie whispered as she stared over at him. “Did I do something wrong? I wasn’t interrupting anything was I?” she asked, and her cheeks turned an even more vibrate pink.
“Not really,” I said as I stuffed my journal inside my bag. Hopping out from the table, I walked with Josie out of the hall. “He was acting a little odd though – asking me some weird questions about tradition versus unique. Any ideas?” Josie shook her head. “Come to think of it,” I added. “I’ve never seen Malfoy smile before either. Smirk yeah, but never smile.”
“D’you think he’s okay?” Josie asked, hugging herself as we stepped outside of the castle.
“I wouldn’t worry about Blondie,” I told her, as I shook my head a little. “The only thing wrong with him is that his ego’s bigger than he is. He’s probably just trying to stir up trouble.” Josie hummed in agreement and we never spoke another word of it.
The whole thing played on my mind for the rest of the day though. Blondie must have been hinting at something. It definitely sounded as though it was related to being pure-blooded. Maybe Jed had accidentally let something slip about me being Muggle-born and he was just checking to see if it were true. Could it really be that simple? And if so, what was with the silly questions? Could he not just come straight out and tell me? Hmm… I guess not if he didn’t want Jed on his case. Oh well, we’ll see. I’ll just have to be on guard.

*

Just a quick update on the Malfoy Mystery. He acted completely normal for the remainder of the day. He mocked Sherri and Lawrence (two Ravenclaws) in Herbology; he stuck with Crabbe and Goyle during our last two lessons – I can’t comment on Astronomy, because it hasn’t happened yet. He didn’t seem to interact much with Jed since he spoke to me at lunch… but then again, he doesn’t always if Jed stays with me all evening. Maybe I should have said something to Jed. There’s a chance he could know something. There’s also a chance that I’m overthinking this too. It’s just that every time I have a thought about Blondie, I’m always drawn back to what I saw on the train. After the four of us had been talking, he went and muttered something to his two bodyguards and the three of them started chuckling – smirks plastered on their faces. Something isn’t right here, and I won’t rest until I find out what.

- Josie -