I only ever said, it won't work, you need to find someone else, when you were hurting me. I wasn't self-sabotaging. I was admitting to my limits. I can't cope with mentally abusive tenancies. Every time you hurt me, I knew I wasn't good enough for you. Every time you hurt me, I wanted you to find someone who you wouldn't treat that way. Every time you hurt me, I said I wasn't good enough and you would meet someone who you would show up for, who you could prioritise time for. That isn’t me, and I can’t cope with the mental abuse that coincides with that not being me.
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