#8 Never Loved You

(Josie Sayz: This is the eighth poem from my ‘Rollercoaster Rainbow’ anthology.)

Don’t close your eyes,
To where everything is black and white.
Don’t close your eyes,
I just wanna make everything alright.
Don’t leave me now,
When I am most vulnerable.
You tell me you love me,
But change is inevitable.
Sometimes it’s like we’re seeing eye-to-eye,
But now it’s like you’ve made an alternate 1985.
I say we,
But you say I.
I say ours,
But you say mine.
What’s a girl
Supposed to do?
Made me feel
That I belong.
Now I’m all alone
Writing this song.
Almost got me wishing that I
Never loved you.
You’ve made me feel
So lost and confused.
You change your mind so easily,
I don’t know what to do.
Don’t waste your breath,
Trying to pretend everything’s alright.
Don’t close your eyes,
‘Cause I don’t wanna say goodnight.
Sometimes it’s like we’re seeing eye-to-eye,
But now it’s like you’ve made an alternate 1985.
I say we,
But you say I.
I say ours,
But you say mine.
What’s a girl
Supposed to do?
Made me feel
That I belong.
Now I’m all alone
Writing this song.
Almost got me wishing that I
Never loved you.
Never loved you.
Never loved you.
Sometimes wish that I
Never loved you.
Never loved you.
Never loved you.
Please note that I’ll be okay,
If we both go separate ways.
Although I wish you’d just asked me to stay
For the night.

- Josie -