Austin John Winkler Inspiration

 I am just going to leave this here… https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RiSfTyrvJlg&list=RDRiSfTyrvJlg&start_radio=1&pp=ygUQbGlwcyBvZiBhbiBhbmdlbKAHAQ%3D%3D

I guess we never really moved on 💚

 https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/358752253527

I had fallen in love with this bear. It was being sold for £1.17. I had it on my watchlist for over a week and I couldn’t bear anyone else to buy him, so I bought him today, only to be refunded immediately, as the seller said his wife had already donated him to a charity shop. I am so sad. There isn’t another one like him anywhere online. Even the manufacturer “Cuddles Time” doesn’t manufacture anything like that anymore either. I’m so sad.

Awww, I really, really, really want this https://amzn.eu/d/0jhNOiM0

I hope you had a nice birthday. I really wanted to text you, or email you, but I didn’t want to make myself feel ill over the anxiety that you might be horrible back to me. Just because I didn’t message, doesn’t mean I don’t care. I genuinely mean it… I hope you had a nice day. And I waited to post this at 13 minutes past the hour, especially for you x

New Moon Spell Candle

As today is the new moon, I have decided to take the time to do a spell candle. The new moon is a good time to set intentions for new beginnings. I am hoping for success in my continued new job search, and hope and happiness, but also hoping to let go of my lifelong dream to find love, live with my partner and get married. I will never let anyone into my life ever again. Not even a friend. I must come with a huge, flashing sign on my head that says, “Mentally abuse me. It’s easy.” No one will ever control me or hurt me ever again.

- Josie -