26 July 2021

MJs Hogwarts Journal Chapter 55


Monday 2nd June
Okay, so my last few days at Hogwarts have been great. I’ve been having so much fun, I just don’t want it all to end. I know that I’ll probably come down hard from it, but I’m going to enjoy the moment while it lasts.
It was the last of the Quidditch games on Saturday: Gryffindor versus Ravenclaw. Jed and I decided to sit in the Ravenclaw stands this time with Josie, Fabian, Malachi and Derrick. It was pretty fun. Defiantly not as intense, as it is sitting over on the Slytherin side. But that doesn’t mean to say that they don’t take Quidditch seriously. Lee Jordan didn’t sound like he was enjoying himself as much though. He’s a Gryffindor and their Seeker, the Potter guy, isn’t playing – rumour has it that he’s been in the Hospital Wing for a few days. I’m not sure what the matter was with him, but I hope he’s okay. The Weasley twins did well lobbing the Bludgers around. It didn’t help Gryffindor out, but they made the game fun. Goodness see, being in the Ravenclaw stands really does impact on the game – I just said that the opposing team made the game fun. It was fun though, the whole game. Ravenclaw ended out winning three-hundred-and-sixty to ten. This score made the final outcome between our two teams close. The finishing scores for the Quidditch Cup were:
Hufflepuff: 70 points
Gryffindor: 360 points
Ravenclaw: 660 points
Slytherin: 680 points.
It may have been a narrow victory, but we still won!

*

The feast in the Great Hall last night was amazing. When we got there, the entire Hall was covered in green and silver streamers and banners with snakes on. There was even green and silver confetti covering all of the tables. I couldn’t believe it. The entire Hall was decorated for Slytherin. Because of all of the points that we got for winning all of our Quidditch games and the extra points that we got for winning the Quidditch Cup, as well as all of the House points that we had all earnt this year, our House came top of all of the points. It was mesmerising to stare at all of the fuss that was made just for winning the House Cup. The joys were only short lived though.
“Another year gone,” announced Professor Dumbledore, once he had managed to silence everyone. “And I must trouble you with an old man’s wheezing waffle before we sink our teeth into our delicious feast. What a year it has been! Hopefully your heads are all a little fuller than they were… you have the whole summer ahead to get them nice and empty before next year starts.” I thought this line was absolutely hilarious. Back home, any other teacher would have been fuming if you even thought about it in that way. But here was the Headmaster telling us to empty our heads. This guy is the best!
Dumbledore revealed how the house points had worked out – despite the points that we earnt during Quidditch, points tend to alter a lot. You get points added for good behaviour in class and for doing exceptional on your homework, but you can also get a great amount of points deducted too for being cheeky in class, or by being bad, or maybe your teacher just doesn’t like you that much, so they deduct you points all of the time, like Professor Snape seems to with the Gryffindors. Apparently, Gryffindor came last with three-hundred-and-twelve points. Hufflepuff were next with three-hundred-and-fifty-two points. Ravenclaw came in second place with four-hundred-and-twenty-six points – fifty of those points were Josie’s from Professor Dumbledore for her part in the fight with the black figure. Slytherin came in first place with four-hundred-and-seventy-two points – and a hundred of those were shared between me and Jed from Dumbledore for our part in helping him to catch the black figured guy.
Our table broke into thunderous applause – especially when the Headmaster thanked Jed and I personally for our efforts (he thanked Josie too). However, little did we know that while Josie, Jed and I were out in the Forbidden Forest fighting against some black mass, the Gryffindors were in the school breaking all kinds of rules, also, trying to protect Hogwarts from closing. Professor Dumbledore awarded the Weasley with fifty points, Granger with fifty points and Potter with sixty points. They were obviously the other three First-Years that Professor Dumbledore had mentioned to us when we were in his office. This placed Gryffindor in a tie with us. The entire Hall broke into applause and began gossiping. Apparently, this was the first time that any of them had known Professor Dumbledore to do this. Then again, peculiar events had been happening – we were the truth of that. Bringing the Hall to silence, the Headmaster announced that he wanted to award Neville ten house points.
Okay, so we didn’t win the House Cup by ten points. And the banners and streamers were all changed to scarlet and gold, but I couldn’t be more happy. We were all safe. The school would remain open. And Neville finally got something that he deserved – a real thank you for helping me overcome my fear. In my eyes, I still won.

*

The train ride home felt a little exhausting. The truth is part of me really didn’t want to go home. I love the school so much and I am unbelievably happy that it will still be open next year. Well so longs as my parents let me stay at Hogwarts. I hope so, once they get my report card in the post during the summer. They’ll find out just how well I (hopefully) did and Professor Dumbledore said that he is going to write a letter to my parents, and Jed and Josie’s houses, praising how well we did during that battle with the hooded character and just how proud of us he is. If that isn’t enough for my parents to let me stay, then I don’t know what is – just so longs as they don’t panic and think that the school is too dangerous. Maybe I should keep some of the spells that I’ve learnt on the downlow. What’s not fair is that I don’t get to use magic at home. I guess I can always threaten them with magic if they get me angry though.
Just like on the train ride to Hogwarts, I sat in a compartment with Jed by my side and Josie opposite, on the way home. Josie was so quiet. It was almost like we were reliving the journey here. She just sat staring out of the window with a book in her hands. Jed and I tried involving her in our, ‘What’s the first thing that you are going to do when you get home,’ discussion and, ‘What is the one thing that you will miss most about not being able to use your wand for the entire summer’. I said that the first thing that I would do is put a film on the television and sit in front of the box for hours with a huge bowl of popcorn. The thing that I would miss most about Hogwarts though wouldn’t be the magic – it would be not being able to hang out with Jed and Josie every day. Jed said that the first thing that he would do when he got home would be to practise his swing to try out for Beater on the Slytherin Quidditch team next year. The one thing that he would miss about not being able to do magic is being able to light fires wherever and whenever he likes. Jed’s obviously the reason why Muggle schools don’t allow pupils to play with fire. Josie hummed in agreement with us, flickering her eyes in our direction occasionally. She wasn’t reading. I could tell that she wasn’t concentrating on her book at all, but what was on her mind, I hadn’t a clue.

*

The train had barely left Hogsmeade half-an-hour, when Blondie strolled by the window with Pansy on his arm and Crabbe and Goyle behind. He peered inside at us and nodded, before turning his attention back to Pansy. Squirming his arm out from Pansy’s grip, Blondie snapped at her, “Leave me alone, would ya?” Pansy gasped, staggering back. “I don’t like you that way Pansy. Just go.” Wow – that was cold. He just pushed her off, just like that.
Once Pansy had run away, Blondie knocked on our compartment door. Jed nodded at him and Blondie, Crabbe and Goyle came inside. Just like on the way here, Blondie slid down beside Josie. Turning to him, Josie blushed, dropping her right hand onto the seat between them. Unlike last time, Crabbe and Goyle sat down too. I didn’t mind them joining us, the only problem is that these seats are incredibly small. You can fit two people on them comfortably without feeling that you are too close to one another. But once Crabbe plonked himself down next to Jed and Goyle next to Blondie, we were squished tighter than sardines in a tin. Now I know what the mouse that I squished into a matchbox must have felt like. With my right arm pressed up against the window, I placed both of my hands on the table, as Jed squished up beside me. I noticed Josie’s blush brighten as she turned to Blondie, biting her bottom lip. He smirked back at her, as Goyle bundled them closer together.
“Say Jed,” said Blondie, tapping the fingers of is right hand against the table. “My father’s throwing a party on Thursday. It’s a combination of my birthday and a welcome home party. It’s just for a few close friends, if you’re interested.”
“Sure,” Jed shrugged. “Why not? You guys goin’?” he asked Crabbe and Goyle.
“You bet,” said Crabbe. Goyle nodded.
“You girls too,” Blondie said as he looked at me. “What do you say, MJ?” My stomach fluttered. This caught me by surprise. A party for a few close friends and he’s inviting me? I notice Josie rolled her eyes and gazed out of the window. Okay, so she was right, he was probably showing off or just being polite because we were there.
“Thanks,” I smiled at him. “But I wouldn’t want to upset Pansy, if she thinks she’s the only girl.” He laughed.
“Pansy – I haven’t even invited her,” he retorted. I found myself smirking. Josie flinched and her cheeks turned pink. She shot a quick glance towards him, before looking back out the window.
Gripping her book with her left hand, I watched as Josie fanned the pages with her thumb. Although she wasn’t joining in on the conversation, she seemed in no mood to read. Whilst the boys discussed Quidditch, Josie’s eyes barely left the table.
“I wanna try out for Beater next year,” said Jed. “D’you think I’ve got a chance?”
“Dunno,” muttered Crabbe. “I think I wanna try too.”
“Yeah,” Blondie agreed looking at Crabbe. “You’d make a good Beater, you’re stocky and good with your hands. Ever considered Chaser, Jed? You’re pretty quick on a broom.”
“You think?” Jed asked. Cupping a hand to his chin, Jed seemed to begin to contemplate this new position.
“Come on Malfoy,” I said to him with a smile. “What about you? Do you see yourself as a Chaser?” Blondie was one of the best fliers in our class and I knew he took Quidditch just as seriously as Jed. He had to have a position in mind.
“Actually,” he said. “I was thinking of Seeker. They are the most important players on the team, after all.”
Yeah, that’s about right. Blondie always seems to think that he’s better than everyone else. I wish someone would knock him down a peg or two sometimes to bring him down to our level – he’d probably be an alright guy then. Maybe all it takes it the right girl and, okay MJ, no, don’t go there.
The boys went on to talk about some of the Quidditch matches at school. This was definitely a comfort zone of mine. I had paid close attention in every single game. I’d memorised all of the rules and even some of the tricks as to how to make the best shot and ways to make your opponent mess up. I had taken ‘Quidditch Through the Ages’ by Kennilworthy Whisp out of the library several times. I think I impressed them with how much I paid attention. Most of the guys seem to think that Quidditch is a men’s sport, well they do in Slytherin. The whole team are big, beef, bullies. Ravenclaw, Hufflepuff and Gryffindor all have girls on their teams though. I guess that makes me a little jealous of the other houses, I could have played for them had I wanted to. I was never overly bothered before, but now I’ve overcome my flying fear, I really, really want to play.
“What about you MJ?” Jed asked as he nudged me. “Do you have a favourite position?”
“Well,” I said with a smile. “Where I come from there’s this thing called baseball. You have bats and you have to whack a ball as far as you can. I’ve always loved it. So, I guess I’d really want to play Beater.”
“Nice,” nodded Goyle. “I bet you could pitch a good one.” I felt my cheeks heat up a little and looked down at the table.
“I think you’d make a great Seeker,” I heard Blondie tell Josie. She turned to him with a soft smile. How he got her to join in I’ll never know. “Don’t you think, Jed?” he said, without actually looking over at him. Seekers are usually the smallest players,” he told her. “But you’ve gotta have lightening reflexes.” Smirking, Blondie shot his hand over to tap Josie’s, but she swiped her hand away, smiling at him. “Impressive. What do you think, MJ? Can you convince her?” I laughed at them. I don’t know what it was, but there always seemed to be something about the two of them together that made me see them both in a different light. Blondie was a lot nicer. Not all of the time, but his arrogance and coldness were often toned down a little. It made the flow of conversation more relaxing. Josie was different too. She always seemed more likely to agree to join in with something when he was around. It’s strange how certain personalities can have different effects on people.

*

Blondie, Crabbe and Goyle stayed with us for most of the journey. After a while though, the conversation soon died down. I think that we were all a little too tired. The feast last night had gone on for hours and we all still had packing to do. I, for one, hardly slept last night, because I was still too excited. Now that we were on our way home though, I think the sinking feeling of having to be away from magic and my friends for the entire summer kicked in. Shoving my head against my fist I gazed down at the edge of the rail track as it passed by the window. It was hard to try and get comfortable with the three of us all squished up. Looking over at Josie, she was pressed up against the window too. She had been with her eyes closed for so long I was beginning to wonder whether she was actually asleep.
A rattling sounded outside. It got closer and closer. There was a rap at the compartment door. “Anything off the trolley, dears.” It was the little, elderly lady with the tea-trolley full of sweets. Crabbe and Goyle both dove hands into their pockets and leapt up. Whilst they discussed what to have, Jed hauled up his bag from between his legs and pulled out some money. “D’you want anything MJ?” he asked. I shook my head.
“No, it’s alright,” I told him. I was hungry, but I didn’t want Jed to feel like he had to buy me anything. I didn’t exactly have any money left after me and Josie bought Jed the Slytherin scarf for his birthday. I’d survive. I’m sure that I could convince my parents to cook me something as soon as I got back – after all they hadn’t had to feed me since September. I would just have to hang on a few more hours.
Turning to Josie, I wanted to ask her if she wanted anything, but I saw Blondie leaning towards her. I frowned at him. He whispered something to her. I have no idea what, Crabbe, Goyle and Jed were making too much noise – I bet Blondie knew that too. Opening her eyes, Josie giggled at him. She caught my glare and her expression dropped. She closed her eyes again and Blondie leant back to where he had been before, asking Goyle to fetch him something from the trolley.
Jed, Crabbe and Goyle scooted back in, as the tea-trolley lady tottered on to the next compartment. With Crabbe plonked down on the end of the seat, I found myself squishing back up to the window again. It felt more cramped than before. Jed lay three pumpkin pasties on the table in front of him. “Got one for ya anyway,” Jed said with a grin as he nudged me. I beamed at him – he’s the greatest. He placed a box of ‘Bertie Bott’s Every Flavour Beans’ between us too. I had a feeling that we would be playing the jellybean flavour game again. Crabbe had a couple of pumpkin pasties in front of him too, but he also had a mini chocolate cauldron cake – it looked a tiny version of the huge one that we had at the picnic the other day. Opposite Crabbe, Goyle had a really cool-looking kind of bread – it was shaped like the Sorting Hat and he had butter-beer flavoured biscuits. He passed Blondie a pumpkin pasty and a small bottle. Blondie fished his right hand into his pocket, pulled out some coins and dropped them on the table in front of Goyle.
While we chowed down on our food, Josie gave a groan and shifted from leaning against the window and lolled her head on Blondie’s shoulder. Looking down at her, he smirked. Jed’s eyebrows shot up as he stared at him. I gave him a puzzled look too. “What?” he muttered, as his cheeks reddened, seeing our expressions. “I’ve got a girl on my shoulder – it’s not like I’m gonna say no.” Shaking his head, Jed smirked at him. I rolled my eyes – typical boys. Josie was completely oblivious to it all – she slept through it.
We tried not to make too much noise for the rest of the journey. It was hard though; the boys were so funny. Goyle does a really good impression of Professor Snape telling Crabbe off for snoozing in class. Crabbe’s not bad at taking the mickey out of Potter stuttering to Snape once he’s gotten himself in trouble either. To add to that Blondie tried impersonating the energetic Flitwick, whilst Jed (his was best of all), sounded so much like Professor McGonagall that I don’t know how we didn’t all burst out laughing. It was genius, absolute genius.
Jed shared out his ‘Bertie Bott’s Every Flavour Beans’, while we played ‘Would You Rather’ for a while – the game where you give someone two choices that are both completely stupid and you know that they would never do either of them, but you have to pick one. Like, would you rather live with Professor Snape forever or go out to dinner with Filch – I picked to live with Snape, Jed picked the dinner date with Filch, because he said that you would get it over with quickly, Crabbe and Goyle agreed with him, whilst Blondie sided with me.
After we got bored of that Jed began asking a series of: If you could only do [insert one thing] for the rest of your life, would you? type questions. The first he asked was if we were stranded on a deserted island and could only have Professor Sprout for company would we go. They boys all said no, I said yes, because if you injured yourself, she would know exactly what herb you needed in order to heal yourself again, which seemed logical. Goyle seemed to see the logic in my idea, so he changed his mind and sided with me.
“Okay, okay,” Jed laughed throwing his hands up. “If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?”
“Ooow,” drooled Crabbe. “A bacon sandwich. I love bacon sandwiches.”
“I could eat a roast dinner every day,” Goyle boasted. “Steak, mashed potatoes, Yorkshire puds… an’ all that gravy. Yeah, that’d be nice. How ‘bout you, Jed?”
“Me?” Jed shrugged. “I dunno… not toast,” he added smiling at me. I laughed at him. “Erm… I think I’m gonna ‘ave t’ agree with you there, Goyle. A nice roast dinner sounds aarh – it’s making me hungry.” As we all laughed, Josie murmured fluttering open her eyes. She gazed up at Blondie, until he caught her staring. Her cheeks turned a vibrant pink, as she learnt away from him and towards the window. “Come on, MJ,” said Jed. “What about you?”
“Apple pie,” I told them with a grin. “They’re delicious.”
“Alright, Malfoy – you’re turn,” Goyle told him. “If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?”
“I feel stupid now,” Blondie muttered, as his cheeks turned a slight pink. “You all chose big meals and stuff.”
“Why? What would you pick?” I asked him.
“Ice-cream,” he said running his right hand across the back of his neck.
“What flavour?” asked Josie.
“I dunno,” he muttered with a shrug. “Chocolate. No strawberry. No chocolate. Yeah, chocolate… I think…” Curling a hand to her mouth, Josie giggled at him.
“You’re as bad as me,” she told him. Well I guess that answers the question for Josie then too.

*

As the fields rolled into factories and houses, Blondie, Crabbe and Goyle got up to leave. “Suppose we’d better go find Blaise and the others,” Blondie said as he stood up. He and Jed shook hands. Malfoy clapped his other hand on top of Jed’s as he shook it – I know he’s too proud to admit it, but I think Blondie’s really going to miss Jed. He’s one of the only people who will actually stand up to him and shove him in his place, but after all of that, they’re still friends. If that isn’t the meaning of a true friendship, then I don’t know what is. “We’d better go find Blaise and the guys,” Blondie muttered, as he and the boys went to leave. We all said our goodbyes and waved as they left our compartment and wandered down the train.
“Jeez,” Jed said with a shudder. “Malfoy’s hands were like two polar opposites.”
“What d’you mean?” I frowned.
“He shook my hand an’ he was freezing, but his other hand was boiling,” Jed exclaimed. I laughed.
“Maybe he’s Jekyll and Hyde,” I suggested. Jed didn’t get me, but I’m sure Josie did. She smiled at me anyway.
“Maybe Draco was just sitting on his hand,” Josie suggested, as she put both of her arms up on the table and pulled her sleeves around her wrists. “It was a tight squish,” she added as the pink blush returned to her cheeks.
“Yeah, Malfoy’s strange,” Jed laughed.

*

As the train neared ever closer to London, we sat in silence once more. Josie had been fiddling with the buttons on her jacket for some time. She picked up her book, put it away in her bag, then took it back out again. “Josie… are you alright?” I whispered. “You haven’t been yourself all day.”
“Actually,” she muttered. “I need to tell you guys something.” Swallowing, she looked up at both of us. Her chest shook, as she took a deep breath. “You both have to promise not to judge me,” she warned, “and that you’ll still be my friends… no matter what.”
“Of course!” I cried.
“Seriously José,” Jed smiled. “Nothing you say can change our minds.” Closing her eyes Josie took in another deep breath, before looking at us.
“This is a huge secret. You have to promise me that you won’t tell anyone. Not a single sole. Living, dead or painting,” she warned, staring at us.
My stomach spiralled. A secret? Josie? Okay, so she isn’t as open as everyone else, but what sort of secret could she be hiding that she wants us to keep it a secret too? She’d been quiet all day. ‘What if it’s to do with home?’ I worried. ‘What if her parents don’t approve of magic? What if she’s dying?’ Okay, so the last one was me being way over dramatic, but I had to set myself up for the worst.
Jed and I both promised to keep whatever it was a secret. Tapping one hand against the other, Josie stared at the table. “This is really hard for me to tell you both…” she confessed. Taking a breath, rubbed a shaky hand under her eye. “Before I left for Hogwarts… I was… I was given this.” Flipping open the flap of her spotty satchel, Josie rummaged around before pulling out an old, yellowed envelope. Slipping the back flap open, she pulled out a piece of paper and unfolded it. Placing it on the table, she slid it towards us. “Here,” she murmured. Leaning forwards, Jed and I both read the slanted writing that sat before us. It read:

Please look after my daughter. You must understand that I don’t want to do this, but I have to. She may have only been in our world a day, but I love her so much that I must leave her where she will be safe. Her name is Josie. From the second she was mine, I promised that I would keep her safe and I have never broken a promise. Please don’t try to look for me. The Dark Lord will have taken me long before you finish reading this.

I swallowed hard. Staring back at her, my heart sank. I had no idea what to say. My head was spinning with questions. What did this mean? That up until before she left for Hogwarts no one had ever told her about this? Josie’s never met her mom? What about her dad? Why did she never mention this before? Why did she not tell me? Is this why she got so upset with Hagrid? Did he tell her more? Did he know about it? Why was she so upset this morning? I knew my questions would remain unanswered. I couldn’t bring myself to ask any. I couldn’t even ask if she was okay – scared that the answer would be no and I wouldn’t know how to react.
Josie’s eyes sparkled, as she dragged the piece of paper back. She folded it back up, placed it inside the envelope and put it back into her bag. “Going back to an orphanage for the summer doesn’t sound as exciting as what you guys are all gonna do,” she said with a smirk, staring at a point on the table. “All I’ve known my whole life was that my mother left me on the front steps of that care home the day I was born, and I’ve been there ever since… I’ve watched tonnes of kids come and go over the years, but no one ever came for me. I’ve always kept watch, hoping that one day she’d return. That she’d come back for me.” She ran a hand across the back of her neck. “A few days before I left for Hogwarts Nina (one of the carers whose known me since the day I arrived) gave it to me,” she said, as she flickered her eyes up at me, then Jed, before returning them back to the table. “She said she was always going to give it to me on the day someone came for me or if I grew old enough to know the truth. She hoped that Hogwarts would help me find the answers.” Josie looked up at us and shrugged. “I guess it just left me with more questions.”
“Do you know your father?” Jed asked. Looking at him, Josie pinched her lips in and shook her head.
“I doubt he even knows he has a daughter,” Josie confessed. She went back to looking at the table. “It seems like she was probably too scared of the Dark Lord to let anyone know.” She sighed. “Do you want to know what the most frustrating thing is?” Without moving her head, her eyes looked over at both of us. “Having people recognise me, but they don’t know why. Professor Flitwick, Professor McGonagall, even Hagrid recognised part of my parents when they looked at me… but none of them could tell me who it was they saw. They just knew that it was itchingly familiar.” Gazing out of the window, Josie leant back. She swept her hand across the empty space beside her and sighed. “I guess I’ll never know.”

*

To try and cheer Josie up, Jed suggested that we play a game. He got three sheets of paper out of his bag and handed one to each of us. He told us to each get a quill and a different coloured pot of ink. Josie had purple, Jed had blue and I had green. “Right,” said Jed. “I have a feeling that you might know this… it’s a Muggle game. It’s called Consequences.” I frowned at him, but Josie smiled, I could tell she knew.
Without showing each other what we were writing, Jed told us to each write a guy’s name down, then beside the name write the word ‘met’. Then we had to fold the name over, so that none of us could see it and pass the paper to the person on our left. I passed mine to Jed, he passed his to Josie and she passed hers to me. “Now right a girl’s name,” said Jed, “Followed by, ‘they went’.” We folded the paper over again and passed it around. Then we had to write a place, followed by ‘he said’. We folded the paper over and passed it around again. After writing what the guy said, we had to write ‘she said’, fold it over and pass the paper around. After writing what the girl said, Jed told us: “Now write, ‘The consequence was,’.” We folded the page over again and passed it around. After writing out a consequence, Jed told us to fold the sheet over again and pass the paper around once more. Then we opened them out. Oh my gosh, they were so funny. The one that I ended out with read: Jed met Professor McGonagall; they went to Hagrid’s hut. He said, “Goodness, that’s an awful lot of pumpkin pasties!” She said, “You stink like a troll.” The consequence was: Professor Dumbledore refused to give her a Chocolate Frog and ate them all for himself.
Jed read his out next: “Goyle met Posey Pansy; they went out to dinner at a fancy restaurant. He said, “Petrificus Totalus!” She said, “That’s not fair, I want a pony!” The consequence was: she flew away on a broomstick, leaving him stuck in the mud – ace, that one almost makes sense,” Jed exclaimed.
Then Josie read out the last one: “Professor Dumbledore met Josie; they went to the moon. He said, “Do you have anything to confess?” She said, “I bet you can't eat them all in one go.” The consequence was: he got detention from Filch for running down the corridor like a madman.” Josie threw a hand to her mouth as she burst out laughing.
These were great. Absolutely perfect. I don’t think that I have ever seen Josie laugh so much. I don’t think that the three of us have ever had so much fun. I guess it just goes to prove, sometimes something as simple as a Muggle game can put a smile on anyone’s face. We played it again and it was just as fun. I asked Jed and Josie if it was okay to keep all of the consequences that we made. They said it was fine, so I’m keeping them all in the pouch at the back of this book. That way if ever I feel down, I can look back on them and laugh.

*

Leaving Jed and Josie as the train pulled into Kings Cross station felt kind of sad. I’m really going to miss them. I know that I’ll be seeing them again in September, but knowing that I will be apart from two of the most amazing people in the world is saddening.
It feels kind of strange being back. Mom, Dad and Viki met me at the station. It was lovely to see them after so long. It really was. Professor McGonagall had already written a letter to all of our parents telling them that we weren’t allowed to practice magic at home – that sucks, knowing that I can’t even pretend to curse them if I get angry. Knowing that my wand is in my trunk, but I can’t use it to even practise some of the stuff that I’ve learnt – or show off to my sister, is a little annoying too. But at least I won’t have homework or tests for three whole months. Now that’s a relief. As soon as we get in, I’m definitely going to turn the television on. That’s the one main thing that I have missed so much being at Hogwarts.
Oow – one exciting thing. Right before we left the train, Jed and Josie gave me a present each. They said that I have to wait until my birthday to open them – not fair, I hate waiting. That was really sweet of them. Jed asked me if I knew if my parents were doing anything special for my birthday. I told him that they weren’t – we don’t usually, but now I know exactly what I want for my birthday. I want my very own owl, so that I can keep in contact with all of my friends over the summer. Do I honestly think that I get one? Maybe… if I wish hard enough. If there is one thing that I have learnt it’s: if you truly believe in something and wish hard enough… then it will come true. I’m living proof of that, after all… I am a witch.

- Josie -

19 July 2021

MJs Hogwarts Journal Chapter 54


Thursday 27th May
Ooow, I love this school. I love this school. I love this school. I really don’t want to go home on Monday. I’ll miss everyone too much. This last week has been such a blast though. No more worrying about the unicorns. No more test. Just a week of magical fun.
On Saturday it was Slytherin’s final Quidditch game. We played Hufflepuff. There really wasn’t a lot to report though, which I think is why I didn’t actually get around to writing anything down in here. We won three-hundred-and-twenty to ten. It was pretty pathetic for Hufflepuff really. It made it kind of awkward to watch. Our team creamed them. Gryffindor and Ravenclaw still have to play each other next Saturday, but this was our last game. So longs as neither team does anything dramatic during their match on Saturday, I think that it is safe to say that we are the winners – yey!

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Being as our exams are all over and done with, we’ve been having little taster classes of what we are in store for next academic year. Potions doesn’t sound too bad. It’s mostly perfecting all of the potions that we had been learning this year, as Professor Snape revealed that it is impossible to learn all of the potions that he taught us perfectly and to a high standard in one year. It does sound like there is a load more theory stuff though. It may sound boring, but I’m hoping that, like the formula in Transfiguration, it will help make the potions easier to understand.
Mentioning Transfiguration, Professor McGonagall revealed a few more spells that we will be learning. One is turning a bird into a goblet, which sounds like it could be fairly useful if you happen to be stranded in the middle of nowhere and need a cup to drink from. Another two transforming spells that she told us about are Beetle Buttons, which transforms a beetle into a coat button (again very interesting if you should lose your button on your coat and desperately need a new one) and the other involves transforming a pair of white rabbits into fuzzy, bunny slippers (which Professor McGonagall insisted does absolutely no harm to the rabbits at all, it’s like they become fluffy, plush until you wish to change them back).
Professor Sprout announced that we would be learning a lot of charms and how Dark Art spells can actually be used to cut back and maintain certain types of plants. She also warned us though that many of the spells we would just be learning in theory and that we would not actually be performing them – I guess she doesn’t exactly trust everyone in our class. Who can blame her?
Okay in History of Magic Professor Binns didn’t act like he was just giving us a summary of what was to come in next year’s class. He just stood at the front of the room lecturing us on ‘The Medieval Assembly of European Wizards’. I don’t think that anyone was listening – I know that I wasn’t. We all spent most of class passing around a piece of paper. We each took it in turns adding another comment to it. It wasn’t anything interesting and I have no idea who ended out with it at the end of class. It was just a bunch of us saying stuff like, “I really hate Binns,” and, “Not another year of this loser. Can’t they find us a real teacher – you know, who isn’t dead!” Binns didn’t notice at all, so it was fine.
In Charms we found out that there are a lot of new spells that we will be learning, like a freezing charm (which is used to stop living things from moving), an Engorgement Charm (which makes things grow) and something called Skurge (which is used to clean up the sticky residue left behind from the ghosts). Professor Flitwick also mentioned that there was a tickling charm, which sounded quite fun, but he warned us that we would only be studying it in theory and not in practical – I can’t imagine why. Maybe he’s worried that everyone would laugh all of the way through his class otherwise.
We didn’t have any Defence Against the Dark Arts classes. Whenever we should have had these classes, we were just given free time instead, which was nice. Professor Snape had told us that we were supposed to use the time to read up on Defence Against the Dark Arts spells or any study for our other classes, but none of us did. We were all too busy just chilling out in the Common Room or sitting outside in the sunshine.
We didn’t have a Flying lesson either, which is a shame now that I’ve overcome my fear of flying. We don’t have that class at all next year either – unless we completely failed, that is. Oh, something that I did find out that was kind of interesting. That broomstick that I found in the Forbidden Forest, we think that it might have been the one that Neville lost during our first ever Flying lesson. When he fell, his broomstick shot off in the direction of the Forbidden Forest. It must have just stayed there, on the ground, waiting for me to find it. I really must remember to give Neville a huge thank you. If it wasn’t for him, then I never would have concurred my fear.
I don’t think that we have an Astronomy class tonight either, but I will have to double check. I don’t mind if we do, but part of me wants an early night. The beds at this school are so comfortable that I just know that I will not have one, single, comfy nights’ sleep once I go back home.

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Today, something fun happened. It was the day of the Slytherin picnic. We had been planning it all week. After our last lesson, us First-Years had arranged to take a picnic outside with us and have some fun on the grassy area surrounding the castle. We don’t have any lessons tomorrow, so we decided that straight after Charms, we were going to go and celebrate.
During lunch, Scarlett went around checking with us all that we were definitely going. Of course, we all said yes. Sitting opposite me, Blondie smirked in my direction. “MJ, you know, you can invite Josie if you want to,” he suggested. A found myself smiling at him. This was the nice Malfoy that I found myself smiling over the other week.
“No way!” snapped Blaise. “She’s a Ravenclaw.”
“Yeah Draco,” agreed Pansy with a pout. “It’s a Slytherin only picnic – you can’t go inviting outsiders.”
“Yeah, who you gonna invite next, Potter and his pals?” Scarlett sneered, as she dropped into her seat beside Pansy.
“Hey!” Blondie snapped at them, going red in the face. “I was only being nice to MJ. Josie’s her friend. It was only a suggestion.”
“You’d better not be going soft on us, Malfoy,” said Trevor, prodding Blondie in the chest.
Goyle, who was sat on my left, tapped my shoulder. Leaning towards me he whispered, “He’s gone more than soft,” and began to snigger. I think he might have said that a little loud though, because Blondie heard him – or he heard something.
“What was that remark, Goyle?” Blondie snapped.
“Goyle was just defending you,” I said with a smile. “Thanks for the offer Malfoy,” I told him, “But I wouldn’t wanna bring her along if it’s gonna cause this much trouble.”
“You’d only be stirring up trouble between her and Pansy,” Jed muttered to me. He was right. I’d already thought about it. No matter how much I would have loved spending our first few moments of academic freedom with Josie, I knew that it wasn’t worth the hassle.
Before lunch was over though, I did manage to grab Josie. Jed and I revealed to her the argument that had gone on at the Slytherin table about her on our way to Herbology. “It’s fine,” Josie smiled. “Don’t worry. I wouldn’t want to be too near Posey Pansy and her posse anyway.” I’m glad that Josie understood. I had to tell her; otherwise I was worried that she might think that I turned her away, because I didn’t want her near. I’m just so pleased that she agrees and isn’t mad at me for wanting to go to the picnic without her. “You two go,” she told us with a smile. “Have a wonderful time. I’ll still be around once you’re finished. There’s always tomorrow and the last Quidditch game.”

*

The picnic was nice. Nothing special. Just nice. I spent most of my time between Priscilla and Jed. It was cool being able to hang around with everyone now that there weren’t any worries about lessons or exams. Trevor, Crabbe and Priscilla kept trying to guess what happened to the disappearing Professor Quirrell. Blaise suggested that migrated back to wherever he came from, because he was too terrified of being tracked down by the werewolves and vampires. I guess on the bright side at least we won’t have to walk into a classroom full of garlic – that was getting a little too much to handle.
We had such a nice lot of food too. It was all of the sweet stuff that there is never enough of at the table. I don’t know who had managed to swipe it all, but it was good. There were pastries, sandwiches, wraps, salad, jelly, ice-cream, cupcakes and a rather large cauldron-shaped chocolate sponge cake. We had lots of cold drinks to choose from too: there were juices and flavoured waters, as well as tonnes of fizzy drinks to pick from too. I had a couple of finger sandwiches, a cupcake and a scoop of mint-chocolate-chip ice-cream with a glass of cola. It was so refreshing.
Pansy was a little annoying when she went off on a tearful rant, complaining that Blondie didn’t care about her. He disappeared mysteriously for almost half an hour, before reappearing with his smug grin as though everything was fine. Yeah, it was fine when he was back, but lucky him, he didn’t have to listen to whining Pansy the entire time. Seriously, she sounded like an overdramatic soap opera. Oh this, oh that. Oh my life is over, no one cares about me. If she could only hear herself, then I bet she wouldn’t be quite so pathetic. I still love her though – I just wish she would grow up a little. Who knows, she might mature a little over the summer.

- Josie -