Frankenstein's Creation

I’m your monster, Dr Frankenstein,
You won’t spare me one minute of your time.
Your mental games are pushing me to self-destruct.
I’m scared to speak up my mind.
My hurt feelings, I try to hide.
I love you, but I think I’ve had enough.

These past few months have been real tough.
Done with not feeling good enough.
Tired, I always have to prove.
Hurt, but I don’t want to lose –
You.

I’m your creation, you can’t deny.
You moulded me to believe your lies,
Hidden somewhere deep within the truths.
Four long years, I can’t believe,
How you built me up, only to deceive.
How did I not see the mental abuse?

These past few months have been real tough.
Done with not feeling good enough.
Tired, I always have to prove.
Hurt, but I don’t want to lose –
You.

You showed me so many happy things.
Filled my mind with future dreams.
Started perfect; I wish we could restart.
You stole it, now you’ve broke my heart.

This nightmare, it killed our dream.
Reminder eleven seventeen.
It stabs through my heart, every year, it’s true.
The creation of a mastermind.
I can’t erase you from my mind.
Time spent with you is all I ever knew.

These past few months have been real tough.
Done with not feeling good enough.
Tired, I always have to prove.
Hurt, but I don’t want to lose –
You.

 

- Josie -