Random Poetry Collection

(Josie Sayz: I have a collection of random pieces of poetry and stanzas, in my notepad that I have been carrying everywhere with me, for about the last year. There are many things that never made it into full poems, or they did, but they didn’t make it into any of my anthologies, that and/or I didn’t feel comfortable posting them on their own. As I get ready to start a new notepad, I wanted to collect all of these lost, little poems and stanzas, and put them together in one place, so that I don’t lose them and know where to find them, if I ever need them.)

I Needed You
I needed you,
But you weren’t there.
I almost died,
No one cared.
I was there for you,
When you wanted to die.
You said we’d always be friends,
Now I know that’s a lie.


You & Me Only
I’m waiting for my turn
To dance with you tonight,
To have you whisper in my ear,
To tell me everything will be alright.

That magical sensation,
It shakes me all through,
All from that memory.
I know you feel it too.

I’m waiting for my turn
To dance with you tonight.
Your fingers laced in mine.
I promise to hold on tight.

It could be a dream
Or throughout the day,
A thought of you will pop up
And warm my heart that way.

I’m waiting for my turn
To dance with you tonight.
Just you and me only,
Under the candle light


Incomplete
No matter how much I meditate,
Something’s wrong with my brain.
Nothing has felt right,
Since you threw me out in the November rain.
No matter who I date,
There’s an aching in my heart,
Although it’s been three years
Since we’ve been apart

You’re always racing my heartbeat.
Memories of me and you on the backseat
Everything is all of bittersweet.
I’m left feeling incomplete.

You’re sat with your fiancée,
Watching TV in your living room,
But your heart belongs to me.
I’m on the dark side of your moon.
You cannot forget me,
No matter how hard you try.
Your entire relationship
Feels like you’re living a lie.

You thought your life was concrete,
But memories leave you feeling obsolete.
I’m that part of your mind you can’t delete
Got you left feeling incomplete.

You were my sunshine.
I was your lifeline.
I was your saviour,
You shrugged off my waiver
Our racing heartbeats
On the backseat.
It's so bittersweet.
You can’t delete.
Until we next meet
We’re left feeling incomplete.


SB
You didn’t notice
When I went away.
When I planned to end my life
On that cold, September day.
You didn’t notice
Didn’t have a clue
Because I never wanted my world to be
Him, me and you.

You told lies to his face,
That he’d always believe.
Because you knew one day
That he would make me leave.
You didn’t care that he loved me,
So longs as he put you first.
I hope you’re proud of yourself,
Because now he and I are both cursed.

Three years pass by,
I saw you last week.
I was let frozen with fear,
As you walked the street.
Three years of freedom,
Vanished in a heartbeat.
It all came flooding back.
The PTSD I can’t delete.

Deep down I know,
I’m still in his heart,
But because of your doing,
We’ll be forever apart.
I wished more than anything,
He and I could still be friends,
Your such a selfish witch,
I hope you meet your end.


KAB
There’s so much I didn’t tell you,
So much you didn’t see.
Now you’re long gone,
You’ll never know what you meant to me.
I wish that I could tell you,
I wish you had the time.
How many girls out there
Would write you your own rhyme?

 

- Josie -